Love Actually

life has been stuck with CPA, CPA and CPA since my long long summer holiday began. but , this week, i got sth big coming up, sth really really significant and meaningful, that is to make a proposal cake for my fianceé。

although everything about our wedding has been settled, i haven't proposed to her. Months ago, one of my best friends made an amazing, touching proposal to her girlfriend, which made the headline of that days' newpaper and all people from town knew it. What a surprise and crazy idea. From time to time I come up with that type of idea as well, but i am not that tpye of person, I'd rather remian low, just want 2 of us the enjoy that sweet sweet momnet.

However, I still haven't any better idea than a home-made cake. Ironically, my fiancee already knows my plan, in fact, she's the one who raised that. The story dates back from my year in Scottland when I promised to make a cake for her. And she upgraded it as a proposal cake.

These 2 years I haven't given her any surprise. Maybe i put 2 much focus on my career, first hunting jobs, then CPA exams, then peak season. My time is occupied by my works.I still remember at the first few years, I surprised her from time to time by buying her fave deserts from a places miles away at the early moring of our date day, making roses as Valatine's day gift, going to visit her wihtout any planing,  buying necklace, sending flowers to her office on her birthday and so on.

And now, on the eve of our 6th anniversary, I am busy with cake which is known by her already, I feel like a loser and guilty with not giving her a surprising proposal she wants.

I always talk to myself happiness is accumulated day by day. But on a special day, play some surprise and romance is much better and by the end can leave some wonderful moments in our history. no one wants an absolutely peaceful life, peace is a must, but color is needed. Let myself make some colors !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Havnt updated space for a long time, duno what did i say just now. Anyway, I dont expect the space to draw any attention from others, Since this is a space for my wife and I, to record our daily life, to share our values.